ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY SECOND DIALOGUE

February 24, 2000

Peter: From the time of our very last dialoging, almost four months have elapsed. During that time many things have happened. From our typical human standpoint, most of them could be considered a terrible nightmare. On the external level very little understanding exists why things have been happening and the way they have been happening. I am not going into a detailed description of what has been happening because You know very well everything relating to this issue. Also, most of their aspects are too personal in order to make them public. Any comment on this situation or anything else that You feel is timely to talk about at this particular time after the long break in our dialoging, if at all? Moreover, as you know, our last Dialog (121), which was recorded on October 29, 1999, ended with the words of an advice to me personally to take a break for a few days. And yet, instead of a few days, almost four months went by. How could we reconcile this problem?

The Lord Jesus Christ: Before answering your questions directly, let us consider some other factors and happenings during this time. They will have a direct relevance to your questions and to the entire situation which has been occurring during these four months. In order to properly understand the issue at hand, I would like to remind you about the content of Dialog 100. Everything occurring nowadays, no matter how personal or general it is, has a direct connection with and relevance to that which was revealed in that particular Dialog. From that time on, all of you need to learn to look at all events, or on everything that is going on at each particular time, from the position and understanding of that which is contained in that Dialog. For that reason it would be a good idea to refresh your memory by rereading that Dialog.

So, in essence, we are dealing here with the issue of closure of this cycle of time/state/condition/process, instituting the transitional period and preparation for commencement of the next cycle of time/state/condition/ process. Of course, we are talking here from our position of non- temporal and non-spatial state, and not from your time-space bound continuum. Nevertheless, when we project anything from our side of the fence, so-to-speak, or from our world, to your side or to your world, anything conveyed to you yields to the requirements of the laws and conditions of your pseudo-worlds. In other words, it becomes time-space bound. The reason we are mentioning this obvious fact, is in order to avoid your human tendency to estimate or to expect things to happen during your lifetime on planet Zero. I can assure you, most of it will not.

However, this is not the issue. This is only a reminder about not yielding to your pseudo-natural tendencies to evaluate everything from the position of your external mind and your human expectations. The important issue however, is the proper evaluation of all events of your personal lives and life, as well as pseudo-life everywhere and everywhen, in general, from our position and from the position of that which was conveyed to you in Dialog 100. So, to repeat again, whatever has been going on in your lives, and in your life, Peter, in particular, and what is going to go on from now on, has a direct relevance to everything which I revealed to you in that particular Dialog.

From the position of your external mind, as well as from the position of your typical human nature, nothing of that nature will seem to relate to anything which is contained in that Dialog. And not only that, but very often, most of your life events, from that position, will make either no sense or very little sense. The reason for this requirement is in the fact that the external mind and human nature are not equipped with anything even remotely which would make it possible to see things and events from that particular perspective. On the other hand, if they could, it would become an instant property of the renegades and their minions and they would and could interfere with this process itself, extending things and the time necessary for that process to take place, unnecessarily, for a long period of time from the position of time-space continuum and from your personal position. So, security reasons in this respect are also in place.

However, let us go back to the issue of ending this cycle of time/state/ condition/process, instituting the transitional period and preparing the way for the next cycle of time/state/condition/process to commence. As you know, in your particular case, as My true representatives on planet Zero, by our mutual agreement, you were given the role of reflecting everything of this nature in the events and happenings of your personal lives. One aspect of that agreement, mentioned several times before (for example, in Update 3 in the Corollaries…), was to agree to something which was not contained in the initial agreement before your incarnation on planet Zero but, instead, to take upon yourself a new or a different mission, or to add something to your original mission which would be necessary, crucial and vital to have in order to reflect the changes taking place in the fabric of Creation and pseudo-creation, or in the need to take a different direction than originally planned.

As you know, there are zillions and zillions of choices that are being made at all times by all involved in being and existence and pseudo- being and pseudo-existence. On the other hand, it is necessary for you to be aware of the fact that, besides the choices that are being made by all, there are also un-choices that are being made. In other words, the important issue is not only what is being chosen but also what is being un-chosen. The process of un-choosing something which was originally chosen, very often requires a change or modification in one’s mission which was not in the original agreement. This is a necessary requirement because anything of this nature is actualized and realized or is reflected in the conditions of life of My representatives on planet Zero who agreed to this arrangement with an open mind and with their willingness to take upon themselves something which was not a part of the original agreement. After all, someone had to agree to this situation on your planet in order to make it possible for humans to be saved from their typical atrocious humanness, by reflecting in their lives everything which takes place in other dimensions where the actual process of choices and un-choices takes place.

As you are aware, nothing in My Creation is fixed, immobile, stagnant or regressive. In the process of spiritual progression, at each of its points or steps, the choices by all have to be made. Each such choice has relevance only to that point or to that particular step. It cannot be transferred or transposed to the next step or point within that step. However, once the choice is made about anything, it runs its course. This running is unstoppable and cannot be terminated without the sentient mind’s decision to un-choose the original choice. This is an active process. The sentient mind has to consciously and actively, by its free will and choice, un-choose the original choice applicable only for that particular point or step. If it were not to do so, the original choice would constantly be in effect, impeding the possibility to progress to the next step or point to which the content of that particular previous choice does not apply.

In view of these facts, in order for the ending of this cycle of time/state/condition/process and instituting the transitional period and commencement of the next cycle of time/state/condition/process, it is very crucial, vital and necessary that all choices made by all involved, which ruled and determined the nature of the currently ongoing cycle of time/state/condition/process, are un-chosen, by all involved everywhere and everywhen. Otherwise, the next step in this important process could not be taken. The original choices, which made possible the activation and dominance of the negative state within this cycle of time/state/condition/process, would be ‘naturally’ influencing the next cycle, thus, making it impossible for elimination of the negative state and the negative aspects of human life and for the establishment of the fullness and completeness of the new life of the positive state.

Let Me reveal to you that the present time/state/condition/process in the lives of everyone everywhere and everywhen is fully devoted to un- choosing everything which made it possible for the negative state and the negative aspects of human life to be in their own pseudo-being and pseudo-existence. This process is going on right now. The nature of this process is such that it requires a lot of time (in your conceptualization of time) and effort on everyone’s part to accomplish this very important and crucial goal — un-choosing everything pertaining to the nature of the currently ongoing cycle of time/state/condition/process. This process is the very first step in preparation for the ending of this cycle of time/state/condition/process, in instituting the transitional period and for preparing the way for opening the next cycle of time/state/condition/ process. It is even more crucial, vital and important in order to make it possible for the release of something entirely different and new from the Absolute Core of My Absolute New Nature, which will determine the quality, the content and the nature of life of the new cycle of time/state/ condition/process.

Now, in evaluating this situation, as applicable to that which is going on right now, or during this period of time (from October 29, 1999, until today and into the next period which could last for many years, centuries or millennia), it is necessary to remember that most, if not all, aspects of this process are taking place and will be taking place in other dimensions with a necessary impact on the Zone of Displacement, planet Zero and human life in general. However, this impact will not be immediately or obviously perceptive by your conscious minds. Most of it will be on the level of the Spiritual and unconscious Mind. This statement applies to the majority of humans. As far as you, My true representatives, are concerned, in your case, with some of you, but not with all of you, this impact and its consequences, results and outcome, will also be discernible on your conscious level, especially and particularly in the events of your everyday lives. Because any process of something which requires to un-choose something is not an easy one, prepare yourselves for the fact that externally and consciously it will not always be a pleasant one. As a matter of fact, most aspects of it will be unpleasant and in some instances, even very unpleasant ones. However, the majority of this unpleasantness will be experienced on your physical level and by your physical bodies which are bound by everything chosen specifically and particularly for the current cycle of time/state/condition/process.

In the process of this necessary, vital and crucial un-choosing, your physical aspects, your physical bodies and the states of your external lives (your work, financial situation and similar factors) could and may be afflicted to a certain extent by that process. As a result, your mental condition could suffer likewise. So, do not be surprised if some of you will have to go through physical, mental, material and similar states of suffering, serious illnesses, serious financial and work situations and similar unpleasant factors. This all will be the reflection of the process of un-choosing which is taking place on all levels of the multiverse and My Creation.

And this brings us to answering your questions, Peter, and to your personal nightmare — as you perceived and defined it. Of course, being who you are and what your role and position is, it is not personal only, but it has a much broader implication which involves all dimensions of being and existence and pseudo-being and pseudo-existence.

In order for the process of un-choosing to take place also on the level of pseudo-being and pseudo-existence, particularly in the Zone of Displacement and all its respective pseudo-dimensions, and particularly in the pseudo-domain of the renegades, it was necessary to establish a certain condition in them first. This condition would allow building of a foundation on which the process of un-choosing could commence also within the sphere of the renegades and their minions, as well as in all other areas of the Zone of Displacement. Without establishment of such a condition, by their own effort, no one could ever decide to un-choose anything pertinent to their current lifestyle. The nature of that condition and what it entails in its essence and substance cannot be explained and revealed at this time. Should its nature be known to you, it would instantly become apparent to the renegades and their minions as well. In that case, they would come up with some strong countermeasures which would nullify the possibility for that condition to be embedded into their pseudo-domain. If anything of this nature were to happen, it would effectively prevent the process of un-choosing to commence on their level as well. In that case, none of the renegades and their minions could be saved or brought out of their miserable and putrid state. Due to the fact that they could not be destroyed, — this would be contrary to My New Nature, — they would have to stay forever in their current state and condition. Such an outcome would prevent the total and eternal elimination of the negative state and the establishment of the fullness and completeness of the positive state.

Now, the current nature of that pseudo-world is such that it cannot be entered directly by anyone from the positive state. The members of the New Universe and I personally could enter their pseudo-world but our entrance would have to be from the position of the positive state. From that position, the establishment of the required condition could not accomplish the needed goal of un-choosing something. The reason for this factor is in the fact of the issue of imposition and free will and choice. By our direct entrance, it would be impositional. In that case, whatever would be accomplished in the renegades’ pseudo-world in this respect, could not be appropriated or attributed to them because it could not be internalized but only externalized by them. As you know, unless something is internalized by the sentient mind, it cannot take hold and illustrate its consequences, outcomes and results in anybody’s life.

So, in order to successfully establish such a necessary, vital and crucial condition at all levels of the Zone of Displacement and in the pseudo- dimension of the renegades and their minions, it was necessary for someone from your planet to enter there by his/her spirit and soul, without his/her conscious awareness and to set up the required condition. Anyone from this world entering their pseudo-domain is not considered to be by imposition but by freedom of choice. From that position, the required condition can safely take hold in their pseudo- world, and can be utilized, in opportune time, for the processes of un- choosing to commence.

There is only one very serious problem for entering their pseudo-world — albeit in one’s spirit and soul. The only way to accomplish this is by the physical death of one’s body. This is the condition of the successful entrance into the pseudo-world of the renegades. This rule was established by them at the time of their becoming the renegades. They specifically and particularly established that rule in order to prevent anyone from entering their pseudo-world in their spirit only. They were afraid that, if they would allow such an entrance, they could not control the activities of such spirits and they could not know what such spirits are up to. Too many spirits entering their pseudo-world could seriously undermine their effort in their civil war against the pseudo-creators and in their war against the positive state. On the other hand, if one physically dies, from the position of the individualized and personalized manner in which one dies, only one person at a time can enter their pseudo-world. In such a case, they could control that person’s activities the way they wished.

So, a volunteer was sought out for this purpose on planet Zero. Of course, it had to be someone who is in a position of a multiversal link because only from that position the required condition could be transposed to the renegades’ pseudo-world by his sole presence there. What you have to understand in this respect, is that the required condition was embedded into the personality makeup of that person. His presence there, by the factor of being that condition and what it entails, leaves in or imprints everything contained in that condition or personality makeup, into the very fabric of that pseudo-world. Because from the external perspective of the renegades’ perception, that person didn’t bring with him anything but himself, they could not see or comprehend the factor of imprint into their pseudo-world of everything contained in the personality makeup of that person.

Don’t forget that the personality makeup of that person consists primarily of everything related to My New Revelation and to My Absolute New Nature. Because, as you know, no one can be saved by any other means but by the means of My New Nature and My New Revelation, which reveals these facts, only someone who is the carrier and transmitter of My New Revelation and My New Nature, could be effective in the establishment of the required condition in the pseudo- world of the renegades and all other pseudo-dimensions of the Zone of Displacement.

Unfortunately, or fortunately from our position, for you, Peter, you were the only person on planet Zero who could enter the renegades’ pseudo- domain and all other dimensions of the Zone of Displacement and embed the required condition there, so that the process of un-choosing the negative state and its pseudo-lifestyle could commence when the time and state is right. In order to accomplish this very important goal, your role and assignment was somewhat modified or added on to it in the last moment, without any prior original agreement in this respect. In fact, in the last moment, you were asked if you would agree to enter this initially non-agreed-upon situation and carry this out, one of the most important missions of your life on planet Zero.

As you remember from the above, the only way you could have entered their pseudo-world and all other places in the Zone of Displacement, was if it would be perceived that you physically died. Your previous problems — in your youth — with your right lung were utilized for that purpose. As you know, Peter, you personally have been a painful thorn in the neck of the renegades. So many times they wished to kill you. This desire of theirs was utilized and they were allowed to inject your previously damaged right lung with cancer cells, cut off the blood supply into your right pulmonary artery, compress your Superior Vena Cava and cause all other physical and mental problems, thus, leading you to your physical death. During your operation and heart failure, while you were in deep anesthesia for six hours, when your heart was stopped in order to replace the Superior Vena Cava with the veins taken out of your left thigh, for all practical purposes, in the eyes of the renegades, you physically died. The artificial maintenance of your life in your body through an artificial heart during surgery, is not considered by the renegades to be a true life — at least not at the time of your major, complicated, lengthy and high tech operation. As you know, your surgery lasted six hours in the time measurements of your planet. However, on the level of the renegades’ pseudo-world, that time or non- time, lasted many years. So, during that time, you were perceived by them to be dead. This perception of theirs, the way they experienced it, allowed you to imprint and embed everything needed and necessary to establish that very important, vital and crucial condition for the commencement of the process of un-choosing when the time/state/ condition is right and when it will be needed in the process of elimination of the negative state and commencement of the closure of this cycle of time/state/condition/process.

The most important aspect of your work in this respect, Peter, relates to the issue of commencement of the closure of this cycle of time/state/ condition/process, institution of the transitional period and for preparation of the beginning of the next cycle of time/state/condition/ process, contingent on the release of a new and different aspect of My Absolute New Nature. Without establishment of a certain condition in the pseudo-domain of the renegades and in all other pseudo-dimensions of the Zone of Displacement, this process of closure, transition and release, could not take place — ever. So, it is with great pleasure that we all on our level would like to express our profound gratitude and appreciation to you, Peter, for agreeing to undergo this very painful, miserable suffering, but very needed, condition and ordeal in your physical body, and that you agreed, in the last moment, to experience something and undergo something which was not contained in your original agreement before your incarnation on planet Zero into the typical human life.

In the process of your mission during this trying time for you, Peter, it was necessary to cut you off from any conscious or any other access to us and to the true spiritual reality of your being and existence. Otherwise, the mission would not succeed. The reason for this most unpleasant need was in the fact that if you were to be consciously or otherwise cognizant of our presence with you and if you were to maintain your access to us, in that case, an impositional factor would be in place as described above. Anything of that nature happening, would invalidate everything that you would be imprinting and embedding into the renegades’ pseudo-world. In that case, your mission would be a total failure.

You have no idea how tremendously surprised the renegades were when they discovered that you actually didn’t die but were brought back to your physical body, continuing being alive in it, although in a very weakened and sick condition. However, by that time, it was too late to do anything on their part. The mission was accomplished and the required condition was successfully established. And no matter what the renegades would do or how much they would try to figure out what it was that was established in their pseudo-world by your presence there, they could never come to its understanding or finding out what it really is or what its nature is or what it really means.

Peter: To tell you the truth, this information and what it contains would not enter me, even in my wildest dreams.

The Lord Jesus Christ: Well, Peter, it was supposed to be that way. If you were to know in advance your additional assignment in this respect, that knowledge would become available also to others, and especially to the renegades. In that case, they would really kill you and you would really die before completion of your important mission in the pseudo- realm of the renegades.

You know, to sidetrack for a moment, there is a history of this situation with you, Peter. Do you remember what happened to you after you completed writing your first book in the series of The New Revelation’s books — Fundamentals of Human Spirituality? At that time, for almost six months you lost your access to us because in your spirit you were accompanying Me to the hells of the pseudo-creators. It was the first time in the history of their lockup that anybody visited them. At that time, certain conditions were also established in their pseudo- domain, culminating, later on, in their release and in conversion of many of them to the positive state. During that time, your physical body was not engaged in that process, but only your spirit and soul. This was a necessary arrangement at that time because only from the position of a purely spiritual state and from the position of to what the pseudo- creators’ condition corresponded, was it possible to accomplish anything at all in their pseudo-domain. As you remember, at that time, the spiritual battles were at the level of spiritual and mental states.

However, the renegades represent the ultimate of the externals of the externals to which physical bodies correspond as the most extreme representation of manifestation of anything embedded in the externals. Therefore, in order to trigger the necessary correspondences which would enable us to establish anything of importance in the renegades’ pseudo-world, it was necessary to engage the physical body which is the reflection and embodiment of such correspondences. Your physical body served that purpose well.

This is also the reason why some of My representatives have experienced and will experience, from time to time, possible physical, material, financial and similar serious external positional hardships in order to illustrate certain important factors to the renegades and their minions. Only by such means the renegades and their minions can and may learn some important lessons which will lead them toward the important decision of un-choosing their pseudo-life and ultimately, the negative state itself. So, be patient and endure to the very end.

Of course, there are many other reasons for your personal physical ordeal, Peter. Again, it relates to the content of the One Hundredth Dialog. Before anything of that nature can commence, everything that exhausted its usefulness and served its purpose needs to be dispensed with. Otherwise, it would interfere with the process of establishing something new and different. Because of your position in the totality-of- it-all, Peter, the removal of your right lung and replacement of the Superior Vena Cava with the vein taken out of your left leg, signify or correspond to the removal of everything that can no longer serve any good and positive purpose.

As you know, the human body and its nervous system, in their structural design, were rewired in such a manner so as to have everything in an upside-down and outside-in position. Thus, the right side of your body is regulated by the left side of the brain and the left side of your body by the right side of the brain. This is a reflection of the falsities on which the negative state is founded. In order to eliminate the negative state, you need to eliminate falsities first. As you know, in the positive connotation of the lungs’ correspondences, they correspond to the understanding of truth and the wisdom of that understanding. If you reverse the order by which the sentient mind in all its aspects functions, you destroy its abilities to understand the truth and to acquire wisdom for such an understanding. In order for the negative state to be activated and put into motion, it was necessary to reverse or crossover the original structure of the sentient mind by which it functioned and operated. This reversal or crossover is reflected in the manner the human body and its nervous system were designed by the original activators of the negative state. The purpose here was to make it impossible to understand any truth and to acquire any wisdom for that understanding. As long as you have a clear understanding of the truth and as long as you have wisdom for this understanding, there is no way that the negative state could be activated.

In order to succeed in this effort, a solution was sought for the establishment of a condition in which the understanding of the truth would be made impossible. Subsequent to that, no wisdom could be acquired either. If you are unable to understand the truth and, based on that understanding, to become wise, in that case, the only thing that remains for you is to accept falsities and, based on them, become foolish or unwise. Once the spiritual and mental aspects of this setup are established, you project them into the lives of those who agreed to partake in the life of the negative state. From the ideas of this setup, their physical manifestation automatically takes place to which the human physical body corresponds. In this case, the right lung which is regulated by the left brain (the left brain corresponds, in this particular negative connotation, to all the pseudo-spiritual principles by which the pseudo-life of the negative state is ruled), will correspond to the inability to understand the truth and to become wise from that understanding.

In your case, Peter, because of your multiversal position as a focusing point for all and from all My representatives on planet Zero, removal of your right lung signifies the first step in the process of elimination of the negative state, which is the removal of the inability to understand the truth and to be wise. This is not a personal issue but a multiversal issue. It does not mean that you personally are unable to understand the truth or to be wise. It means the all-inclusive inability of everyone in the negative state, and particularly the renegades, to understand any truth and to become wise. By the removal of your right lung, or to what it corresponds, the condition was established in their pseudo-domain and elsewhere, which will permanently abolish, when the time is right and ripe, this inability for understanding of the truth and for becoming truly wise.

Now, the Superior Vena Cava is a correspondence to the link through which and by which this understanding of truth is being made possible. It is not understanding of truth itself, as is the case with the lungs, but it is something that supplies all necessary ingredients for understanding of any truth. Once this means of supply is damaged, the proper condition cannot be established for discernment and understanding of truth. Because of that, the damaged link or supply line needs to be replaced. Do not forget that this supply line comes out of the heart. Heart corresponds to the goodness of life or to the love of life. It is from the goodness and love of life that understanding of truth and acquirement of wisdom can be accomplished or established. If that supply line is damaged, it is unable to convey any goodness and love to anything or anyone. In that case, because on that supply the life of everyone depends, gradually, that life in that mind and body is atrophied, leading to one’s spiritual, mental and physical death — unless, of course, you repair or replace the damaged supply line.

By your external example, Peter, it was illustrated and demonstrated to them how this repair can take place and how the proper understanding of truth and becoming wise can be restored to everyone trapped in the negative state. Everyone in the negative state needs such concrete and external examples because this mode of demonstration and illustration is the only one which makes any sense for them. Any other way would be incomprehensible to them. It would be like hieroglyphs to them.

However, as you noticed, that replacement had to be from the position of your own body or from your own within position. It could not come from without because anything coming from without would only reaffirm and reconfirm this total inability to understand the truth from the good of heart and acquire wisdom from the love of life. Here is the issue of spiritual correspondences. This factor corresponds to taking out a vein from your own body, in this case, from your leg, which was in the proximity to your heart or to the love of your life. Only from that position, the position of correspondence of the love of life, could anything positive and good be accomplished or, in this case, could the repair of the supply line be done. Nothing else would work on a permanent basis. Legs correspond to the foundation on which the truth of wisdom and the goodness of love are built and are manifested. Thus, legs are the embodiment of the means on which any building of anything permanently stands. Therefore, if you take something out from this foundation, because of its corresponding factor, you are able to build something new and different on it. Don’t forget that any part of the whole carries within itself all attributes of that whole. In that case, by taking out one part of that whole, or in our case, of this foundation on which the entire structure stands, you can utilize all the original full attributes of the whole, fully contained in its part, and make all necessary repairs in order to restore the proper flow of ingredients which make the correct understanding of truth and acquirement of wisdom for such an understanding very much possible.

Still, another important reason for your ordeal and miserable state and condition is in the very important illustration and demonstration of the fact that no matter in what condition you are, no matter what you experience, no matter how gravely or terminally ill you might be, no matter how much hardship and suffering you are experiencing in any aspects of your human life and no matter whether you have or don’t have any conscious access to us, as My true representatives, your reaction to these types of adverse conditions is one of acceptance of the fact that all this is happening either by our original agreement or by My permission or by an additional modified agreement which was necessary to undertake for some very important spiritual reasons. And not only that, but regardless of all these adverse and miserable states, symptoms and experiences, no matter how harsh and unpleasant they are, in no way are they able to deter you or take you away from following and practicing the principles of My New Revelation as contained in its three sources.

This factor of permission or modification of the original agreement is a very important one from the position of everyone in the negative state. As mentioned on previous occasions, your behavior, attitude and response in such adverse conditions are conveying an important message to all members of the negative state. They convey to them very clearly that no matter how much they try to make your life miserable or no matter what they do to you in order to force you into giving up being My true representatives or being an integral part of the positive state, they are unable to succeed. At one point in time, this situation with you will help them to utilize the established condition in their pseudo-world, as described above, and they will un-choose the negative state for good and forever.

So, as you see, Peter, these are some important reasons why it was and still is necessary for you to go through all your physical ordeals. Of course, they are not the only ones. However, some of these reasons would be premature to reveal because the process has not yet been finished. Some others are too private. They are only between Me and you and these cannot be revealed — ever. There are still others which are in the process of unfolding. On their outcome will depend something very important about your life and your mission. We’ll speak about it in a moment after we discuss something else contained in your questions.

So, as you see from your present condition, the entire issue has not yet ended. There are still certain things that you need to experience and go through in order to illustrate and demonstrate something very important. For that reason, I am asking you, and everyone else who is in the process of experiencing any types of hardships, to be very patient and not to give up.

Now, let us go to something else. You had tremendous difficulties and torturous doubts about the ending in Dialog 121 when you were advised to take a break for a few days, while it took almost four months to come to this point. You were questioning the source of our dialoging, starting to doubt very much that I am the one who dialogs with you. Let us look on the true reality of this situation. Intuitively, Peter, you knew very well that you became gravely and almost terminally ill and that some serious physical repercussions would follow. Yet, from your human standpoint, from the position of your bodily life, you didn’t want to admit that something was seriously wrong with your lungs. In fact, you were in denial. In that position, at the end of our dialoging that day (October 29, 1999), you projected your denial into My last words, hearing what you wanted to hear from the position of that denial and not from the position of what I was really saying. Because you desperately wanted that your physical condition was only some kind of minor, superficial and transient one, in order to make it so, you heard Me advising you to take a break for a few days, while in fact, in the true reality of that situation, what I was saying was for you to take a break for as long as necessary in order to resolve your physical problems. However, in your grave condition, being in the state of denial, you did not want to hear it that way because it would mean to admit that something very serious was going on with your physical condition.

This is the way how the typical human mind functions. This was permitted by Me to happen in order to illustrate and demonstrate to everyone what can happen if one listens to and hears things not from their very source without any personal filters, but instead, one does so from the position of denial and wishful thinking, not wanting to face the reality of one’s situation. On the other hand, don’t forget that for us here, four of your months could very well be perceived as a few days or even a few hours. So, in that sense, no misperception or misleading took place at that time. Therefore, it would be very inappropriate for you, Peter, to continue torturing yourself with doubts that it is not I who has been dialoging with you. By doing that, you are pleasing only the negative state and making your life more miserable than is really necessary.

Now, at this point, we need to talk about something very serious. It relates to your current spiritual, mental and physical condition. Two days ago, when you had your checkup with the pulmonary specialist, after she examined you, she made a statement telling you that you are not out of the woods yet. Without realizing the spiritual implication of her statements, she touched upon something about which we need to have a serious discussion.

As you intuitively know, tremendous changes are happening in the entire fabric of Creation, pseudo-creation and human life. In your position, Peter, you are an instrumental participant in these changes by the mode of your life and assignment that you have. At this point in time, there is a process of determination going on, serious choices are being made, which will establish something related to your life on planet Zero. The question is, of course, to what extent your life on that planet would be more beneficial and useful for our cause than if you were to be recalled sometime in the very near future. Because this determination is in process right now, as long as it lasts, your physical condition continues to be grave. Your heart is constantly racing well above its normal functioning. Your breath continues to be short. You tire easily and your left foot is numb and is giving you a lot of trouble. Your voice is weak and you have difficulty talking. Your throat experiences constant irritation. All these symptoms are signs of the final determination about whether you should continue in your life on planet Zero or whether you should be recalled and come back home to us because you could be more effective in working from that position, and not from the position of planet Zero.

At this time, it is premature to reveal how long it will take to make this determination. If the determination is made for your recall, your physical condition will start to deteriorate. In that case, this Dialog (122) will be either the last one, or one of the last ones — should a need be established to have some more dialogs recorded during the process of this important determination and decision or during this interim period.

On the other hand, if the determination is made that it would be more beneficial for you to continue in your work on planet Zero, in that case, gradually and slowly, your overall condition would begin to improve considerably and eventually, you would heal completely. In that case, our dialoging would continue — if needed and necessary and if questions of multiversal significance would come your way or if you personally would have such important questions. So, as you see, you are on an important crossroad in your life. Let no one try to guess what the outcome of our determination and decision will be. All of you are advised to take the stance that the Will of The Lord Jesus Christ be done in all respects.

And this brings us to a brief note about prayer. During your illness and surgery, Peter, some or most people prayed very intensely on your behalf. Was it an appropriate thing to do? In cases where you are unconscious, in a coma, in anesthesia, or for some reason or other you are unable to pray on your behalf, My representatives are allowed to petition Me in this respect, saying something like I said during My prayer in the garden of Gethsemane: If possible, heal Peter (or someone else in a similar condition). Nevertheless, not our will but Your will be done. On the other hand, if you are able to pray on your own behalf and you’re conscious at all times and aware of your situation, whatever it might be, you are responsible to pray on your own behalf. No one else can do it for you.

And this is all I wanted to talk about today. If further dialoging will be needed in this interim period, you will know, Peter, intuitively. In the meantime, prepare all these Dialogs for publishing so that they are ready before your possible recall. During this interim period, you will not have access to us as has been the case up to this point. This access will be temporarily restored only if dialoging will be necessary. During the time of determination and decision, the access to us cannot be maintained.

There are very important spiritual reasons why during this interim period, as well as during the period after October 19, 1999, and until the 121st Dialog was recorded by you, you were and will be completely cut off from any access to us or from communicating with any of us. You felt abandoned, forgotten and neglected by us, and especially by Me. Let Me assure you that this was not the case. It was the perception of your conscious mind only. In order for you to succeed in your mission, not only was it necessary to cut off your conscious access to and communication with us, but also from your own Spiritual Mind.

Thus, during that period of time, as well as during this interim period, as long as this important determination and decision is being made, the current status quo needs to be maintained. Should you have conscious access to us and to your Spiritual Mind during this period, it would enable the renegades and their minions to very effectively interfere with the process of this determination and decision and everything related to your situation would have to be postponed indefinitely. Such a postponement would not very well serve to the needs of the positive state. As a matter of fact, it would only serve the needs of the negative state.

I am very much aware how miserable and unhappy it is for you to be in your present predicament. When you are actively involved with us at all levels of your mind and when you participate in the events with your full awareness, you feel great and you feel and are truly alive. Your current situation feels like you are dead or unneeded and unwanted. Believe Me, this is not the case. In fact, I want you to know that just the opposite is true: You are very much needed in your current position and in everything that you are going through. So, once again, I am asking you to endure to the very end and not to give up. Of course, I am very sure that you will not give up and that you will endure to the very end. I am telling you this only for your encouragement and for reinforcement of your determination to continue in your present direction and assignment.

How long this interim period will last, during which the final determination and decision is made, cannot be known at this time. It will last as long as the most appropriate and most needed decision and determination is made. It could be days, weeks, months or possibly even years. Actually, you will know about the outcome of this determination and decision by the condition of your health and the way the symptoms of your body persist, getting worse or getting better. Do not be concerned about the time factor. It is not important. And this is all for now. In the meantime, rest, read, edit, watch television, go to your medical checkups and do anything you feel like doing, even traveling, if your physical condition would allow it. And remember, we all love you very much. Go in peace.

Peter: I understand, I accept and I am grateful for this, perhaps, last, or one of the last, Dialog. I am ready to resume our dialoging anytime You wish and deem appropriate. Thank You very much for allowing me to record this particular Dialog. It was very important for the peace of my mind.

The Lord Jesus Christ: You are most certainly welcome, Peter. Also, this is the reason why I chose by My own free Will and choice, to allow you to temporarily reconnect with Me, as well as with all of us here, so that we could provide you with our reassurance. However, don’t ever forget that we are always with you and you are always with us here from the position of your Spirit and soul. Only your human aspects are cut off for the time being. But this will also pass. And this is really all for now.

Source: DIALOGUES WITH THE LORD JESUS ​​CHRIST PART 2.

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